mais um dia em que eu passei em casa sem fazer nada.......domingos me deprimem........eu tinha que ter estudado um pouco, mas estava com uma preguiça do cão......às vezes naum faço a menor idéia de quem estah lendo isso.......hehehehehehehehee.......LOL!!!!!!......nem sei porque escrevo?????!!!!!!!!!!.......ah sei........i would visit a friend of mine today, but i wanted to be alone........and probably so does he......i did an escandal today with him on the phone........cause i got jealous of something....i guess he realized that i'm interesting on him.......pra aqueles que estaum lendo provavelmente sabem quem eh.......duido que alguém leia essa porcaria de página........estou escutando uma música da madonna.......????????????????..........pois eh me lembra o Eddie Vedder, ele tava cantando essa música na tour anterior a do 'Binaural'.........e o Buckley tah correndo solto no meu audiogalaxy.......miss some people......miss my little angel......
Beijos
domingo, maio 27, 2001
sábado, maio 26, 2001
THANK YOU(Dido)
My tea's gone cold, I wondering why I got out of bed at all
The morning rain clouds up my window and I can't see at all
And even if I could it'd all be grey, but your picture on my wall
It reminds me that it's not so bad, it's not so bad
I drank too much last night, got bills to pay, my head just feels in pain
I missed the bus and there'll be hell today, I'm late for work again
And even if I'm there, they'll all imply that I might not last the day
And then you call me and it's not so bad, it's not so bad and
I want to thank you for giving me the best day of my life
Oh just to be with you is having the best day of my life
Push the door, I'm home at last and I'm soaking through and through
Then you handed me a towel and all I see is you
And even if my house falls down now, I wouldn't have a clue
Because you're near me and
I want to thank you for giving me the best day of my life
Oh just to be with you is having the best day of my life.
That's all the time i say that all my life i live for you my little angel......you have no idea what's going through my mind.....and don't need to......because you have a wonderful life......yesterday i cried, cause i felt a strange way....sometimes i think i will never touch you......and i never will.......sometimes i really don't even think this is all important.....the point is, i'm feeling weird, to put my life like this to all the world see.........like a friend said, i'm an open window.....sometimes i like to be like that.......it's hard for me have no one to pass sometime with......feeling extremely down.......yes, i am........the people i want don't love me....other people i don't want sometimes i feel strange ways of them.....weird......i don't want to feel it........not for these ones.......now besides beeing sad, i am angry......angry cause i cannot change things in my life.....my parents stay angry with so many indifferent things.......and then for these stuffs, i stay angry too.......it was so good today, cause my friends came here today to play.....i almost cried.....and i wanted to cry.......for a long long time i've not beeing crying........it's like beeing cold.......yesterday i tried to cry, but i stayed angry with my thoughts.....this is like talking to you.......and you listening to me.......cause i feel sometimes you can......when i feel down, i feel more dark, more obscure.......the dark stay so fascinate, so amazing.......so me........
Love you my little angel
Kisses
My tea's gone cold, I wondering why I got out of bed at all
The morning rain clouds up my window and I can't see at all
And even if I could it'd all be grey, but your picture on my wall
It reminds me that it's not so bad, it's not so bad
I drank too much last night, got bills to pay, my head just feels in pain
I missed the bus and there'll be hell today, I'm late for work again
And even if I'm there, they'll all imply that I might not last the day
And then you call me and it's not so bad, it's not so bad and
I want to thank you for giving me the best day of my life
Oh just to be with you is having the best day of my life
Push the door, I'm home at last and I'm soaking through and through
Then you handed me a towel and all I see is you
And even if my house falls down now, I wouldn't have a clue
Because you're near me and
I want to thank you for giving me the best day of my life
Oh just to be with you is having the best day of my life.
That's all the time i say that all my life i live for you my little angel......you have no idea what's going through my mind.....and don't need to......because you have a wonderful life......yesterday i cried, cause i felt a strange way....sometimes i think i will never touch you......and i never will.......sometimes i really don't even think this is all important.....the point is, i'm feeling weird, to put my life like this to all the world see.........like a friend said, i'm an open window.....sometimes i like to be like that.......it's hard for me have no one to pass sometime with......feeling extremely down.......yes, i am........the people i want don't love me....other people i don't want sometimes i feel strange ways of them.....weird......i don't want to feel it........not for these ones.......now besides beeing sad, i am angry......angry cause i cannot change things in my life.....my parents stay angry with so many indifferent things.......and then for these stuffs, i stay angry too.......it was so good today, cause my friends came here today to play.....i almost cried.....and i wanted to cry.......for a long long time i've not beeing crying........it's like beeing cold.......yesterday i tried to cry, but i stayed angry with my thoughts.....this is like talking to you.......and you listening to me.......cause i feel sometimes you can......when i feel down, i feel more dark, more obscure.......the dark stay so fascinate, so amazing.......so me........
Love you my little angel
Kisses
terça-feira, maio 22, 2001
Eu naum sei, mas estou meio deprimida hoje......maybe i want something that i will never have........e estou muito puta tb com a nota que eu tirei de bioquímica: 2,0 !!!!!!!!........CARA QUE BOSTA!!!!!!!!!!!.......vou passar a semana antes da prova estudando que nem louca!!!!!!!!!naum quero pegar depê dessa matéria!!!!!!!!!*grrrr*
OLHA O QUE EU ACABEI DE ACHAR NO OFFICIAL CHRIS CORNELL SITE:
Rage, Cornell Unite in Unique Deal
Rage, Cornell Unite in Unique Deal
reprinted from the LA Times 5/20/2001
By STEVE HOCHMAN
After months of speculation about the future of Rage Against the Machine following the exit of frontman Zack de la Rocha last year, the group has a new singer--and a new sound. Former Soundgarden leader Chris Cornell has officially signed on with the remaining Rage members--guitarist Tom Morello, bassist Tim Commerford and drummer Brad Wilk.
The new band--still unnamed--will depart from the strident, politically minded rap-rock that made Rage one of the classic bands in Los Angeles rock history, turning instead to a song orientation with a hard-rock edge. Rage manager Peter Mensch and Cornell manager Jim Guerinot confirm that the musicians have written 20 songs together and will begin recording an album next week with producer Rick Rubin.
Cornell, whose solo career faltered after he left Soundgarden in 1997, started jamming with the three Rage members not long after De la Rocha left, and the combination quickly jelled into something that Mensch stresses is not a one-time side project.
"Until the boat founders on the shoals, this is as permanent as anything," he says.
As intriguing as the new musical arrangements are the business orchestrations behind the scenes, as the collaboration leads to unique alliances between label and management powerhouses.
Epic Records, to which the Rage members are signed, and Interscope Records, which has Cornell under contract, are said to be working out what is believed to be an unprecedented sharing agreement. Although labels' representatives would not comment, the plan apparently being favored would give Epic the release of the band's debut, with the group's second on Interscope. An alternative option reportedly had been to give one label U.S. rights and the other international.
"That's what I'm told they're thinking about--album one on Epic, album two on Interscope, says Mensch.
Just as tricky are the management maneuvers. While neither party would discuss details, it appears that they will jointly handle the group, creating an odd-couple relationship. New York titan Q Prime, co-run by Mensch and Cliff Burnstein, is perhaps rock's most powerful management firm, with a roster including Metallica, the Red Hot Chili Peppers, Tool and Stone Temple Pilots. Guerinot is one of the most respected managers in the business, maintaining a small stable--the Offspring, No Doubt, Social Distortion and Cornell--and running the operation from laid-back Laguna Beach.
Whatever differences may emerge, both managers share great enthusiasm for the venture.
"Both of these groups of individual artists are more excited about this than at any other point in their career," says Guerinot. "I've never seen Chris so excited and that's echoed from Brad,Tom and Tim. They think this is the best work of their careers. The rest of this [business] stuff is just noise that will be worked out. I can't tell you what it was like hearing them together."
Says Mensch, "I'm thrilled to [expletive] bits."
[posted 5/22/2001]
CARA EU MAL POSO ESPERAR PRA OUVIR ISSO!!!!!!!!........eu meio que no começo, achei que essas jams naum passariam de jams......e nunca gopstei muito da idéia do Chris juntar-se a outra banda........eu meio que esperava que o Soundgarden ressurgisse das cinzas......mesmo pq o estilo do RATM e do CC/SG naum tem muito a ver.......ah mas ele sempre surpreende e tal.......eu esperava um disquinho solo, mas jah que naum saiu, e ele vai vir com algo totalmente novo:LET'S OPEN THE DOORS OF PERCEPTION!!!!!!! ;)..............or better, the audition...........
Bom acho que minha depressão ateh passou um pouquinho :)
Beijos
LITTLE ANGEL YOU KNOW THAT THIS IS ALL FOR YOU.......THAT I, MAYBE, DON'T DESERVE TO LOVE YOU.....BUT YOU DESERVE EVERYTHING THAT HAPPENS WITH YOU.......JUST THE GOOD THINGS.........I LIVE FOR YOU........I WOULD GIVE MY LIFE FOR YOU........I LOVE YOU MORE THAN EVERYTHING.......
THE STAR WILL SHINE FOR YOU IN THIS VERY DAY, AND YOU WILL FEEL THE SAME I FEEL, ALL OF MY LIFE........THE LOVE......
OLHA O QUE EU ACABEI DE ACHAR NO OFFICIAL CHRIS CORNELL SITE:
Rage, Cornell Unite in Unique Deal
Rage, Cornell Unite in Unique Deal
reprinted from the LA Times 5/20/2001
By STEVE HOCHMAN
After months of speculation about the future of Rage Against the Machine following the exit of frontman Zack de la Rocha last year, the group has a new singer--and a new sound. Former Soundgarden leader Chris Cornell has officially signed on with the remaining Rage members--guitarist Tom Morello, bassist Tim Commerford and drummer Brad Wilk.
The new band--still unnamed--will depart from the strident, politically minded rap-rock that made Rage one of the classic bands in Los Angeles rock history, turning instead to a song orientation with a hard-rock edge. Rage manager Peter Mensch and Cornell manager Jim Guerinot confirm that the musicians have written 20 songs together and will begin recording an album next week with producer Rick Rubin.
Cornell, whose solo career faltered after he left Soundgarden in 1997, started jamming with the three Rage members not long after De la Rocha left, and the combination quickly jelled into something that Mensch stresses is not a one-time side project.
"Until the boat founders on the shoals, this is as permanent as anything," he says.
As intriguing as the new musical arrangements are the business orchestrations behind the scenes, as the collaboration leads to unique alliances between label and management powerhouses.
Epic Records, to which the Rage members are signed, and Interscope Records, which has Cornell under contract, are said to be working out what is believed to be an unprecedented sharing agreement. Although labels' representatives would not comment, the plan apparently being favored would give Epic the release of the band's debut, with the group's second on Interscope. An alternative option reportedly had been to give one label U.S. rights and the other international.
"That's what I'm told they're thinking about--album one on Epic, album two on Interscope, says Mensch.
Just as tricky are the management maneuvers. While neither party would discuss details, it appears that they will jointly handle the group, creating an odd-couple relationship. New York titan Q Prime, co-run by Mensch and Cliff Burnstein, is perhaps rock's most powerful management firm, with a roster including Metallica, the Red Hot Chili Peppers, Tool and Stone Temple Pilots. Guerinot is one of the most respected managers in the business, maintaining a small stable--the Offspring, No Doubt, Social Distortion and Cornell--and running the operation from laid-back Laguna Beach.
Whatever differences may emerge, both managers share great enthusiasm for the venture.
"Both of these groups of individual artists are more excited about this than at any other point in their career," says Guerinot. "I've never seen Chris so excited and that's echoed from Brad,Tom and Tim. They think this is the best work of their careers. The rest of this [business] stuff is just noise that will be worked out. I can't tell you what it was like hearing them together."
Says Mensch, "I'm thrilled to [expletive] bits."
[posted 5/22/2001]
CARA EU MAL POSO ESPERAR PRA OUVIR ISSO!!!!!!!!........eu meio que no começo, achei que essas jams naum passariam de jams......e nunca gopstei muito da idéia do Chris juntar-se a outra banda........eu meio que esperava que o Soundgarden ressurgisse das cinzas......mesmo pq o estilo do RATM e do CC/SG naum tem muito a ver.......ah mas ele sempre surpreende e tal.......eu esperava um disquinho solo, mas jah que naum saiu, e ele vai vir com algo totalmente novo:LET'S OPEN THE DOORS OF PERCEPTION!!!!!!! ;)..............or better, the audition...........
Bom acho que minha depressão ateh passou um pouquinho :)
Beijos
LITTLE ANGEL YOU KNOW THAT THIS IS ALL FOR YOU.......THAT I, MAYBE, DON'T DESERVE TO LOVE YOU.....BUT YOU DESERVE EVERYTHING THAT HAPPENS WITH YOU.......JUST THE GOOD THINGS.........I LIVE FOR YOU........I WOULD GIVE MY LIFE FOR YOU........I LOVE YOU MORE THAN EVERYTHING.......
THE STAR WILL SHINE FOR YOU IN THIS VERY DAY, AND YOU WILL FEEL THE SAME I FEEL, ALL OF MY LIFE........THE LOVE......
De www.uol.com.br/musica/rapidas/ult89u1297.slh
Chris Cornell é o novo vocalista do Rage Against the Machine; banda mudará de nome
O cantor Chris Cornell será o novo vocalista do Rage Against the Machine, informou o site da revista New Musical Express.
A banda, entretanto, deverá usar outro nome por razões contratuais com sua gravadora, a Epic Records. O novo nome ainda não foi escolhido.
Cornell, ex-vocalista do Soundgarden, ensaiava regularmente com os remanescentes do Rage Against the Machine -Brad Wilk, Tom Morello e Timmy C- desde fevereiro. O grupo ainda não havia oficializado a nova formação em função de o músico e o Rage pertencerem a gravadoras diferentes. Cornell deverá manter seu contrato como artista solo com a gravadora Interscope.
O grupo, que de acordo com o site radioundercover.com já compôs 20 músicas, entrará em estúdio em breve para gravar um disco.
O vocalista da formação original do Rage Against the Machine, Zack de la Rocha, deixou a banda em outubro de 2000, e atualmente grava seu primeiro disco solo, que ainda não tem nome nem data para lançamento.
Chris Cornell é o novo vocalista do Rage Against the Machine; banda mudará de nome
O cantor Chris Cornell será o novo vocalista do Rage Against the Machine, informou o site da revista New Musical Express.
A banda, entretanto, deverá usar outro nome por razões contratuais com sua gravadora, a Epic Records. O novo nome ainda não foi escolhido.
Cornell, ex-vocalista do Soundgarden, ensaiava regularmente com os remanescentes do Rage Against the Machine -Brad Wilk, Tom Morello e Timmy C- desde fevereiro. O grupo ainda não havia oficializado a nova formação em função de o músico e o Rage pertencerem a gravadoras diferentes. Cornell deverá manter seu contrato como artista solo com a gravadora Interscope.
O grupo, que de acordo com o site radioundercover.com já compôs 20 músicas, entrará em estúdio em breve para gravar um disco.
O vocalista da formação original do Rage Against the Machine, Zack de la Rocha, deixou a banda em outubro de 2000, e atualmente grava seu primeiro disco solo, que ainda não tem nome nem data para lançamento.
domingo, maio 20, 2001
WOW!!!!!!!HOJE FOI MUITO LEGAL!!!!!!!!!!!...............eu fui realmente introduzida ao RPG hoje!!!!!!!!!cara eh muito bom.....mas tô vendo que vou me viciar nessa porra!!!!!!!!!.........mas eu queria aprender interpretar melhor.......rolou uma palhinha minha de violão e voz pra galera.........eu ateh perdi a voz..........mas eles disseram q eu canto bem........eu nem acho isso.........mas sei lah.....vou tentar aprimorar........mas eu adorei ter cantado e feito zona......adoro *pirar* (no bom sentido!!!) de vez em quando......PRECISO FAZER ISSO MAIS VEZES!!!!!!!!!!!HEHEHEHEHEHEHEHEHEHEHEHHEHEHEHEH ;)
i'm worried with a close friend..........really worried..........
Kisses
sábado, maio 19, 2001
From www.rollingstone.com:
Rage, Cornell Working Again
Rick Rubin overseeing new collaboration
Following months of speculation, rumors and hearsay, ex-Soundgarden frontman Chris Cornell is again working with the remaining three members of Rage Against the Machine.
Rage guitarist Tom Morello, bassist Tim Commerford and drummer Brad Wilk are currently in Los Angeles in pre-production for an album with Cornell at the microphone and heavily bearded producer Rick Rubin behind the boards. The foursome have reportedly penned upwards of twenty songs.
The quartet will not be calling themselves Rage Against the Machine, but they have yet to settle on a formal moniker. Legal complications -- Rage and Cornell are currently signed to different labels (Epic and A&M, respectively) -- will obviously have to be ironed out before any official release dates can be issued.
Rage have been sans frontman since singer Zack De La Rocha left the band last October. Not long after, rumors circulated that Cornell had been jamming with the remaining band members, rumors Rage confirmed at February's Grammy Awards. "[Cornell is] one of the greatest singers and songwriters in rock history, and jamming with him was off the hook," Morello said at the time. "We were just making up new, exciting rock . . . the music that we made in the couple of days that we jammed together was really groundbreaking and fantastic, and was so exciting."
De La Rocha meanwhile is hard at work on what will be his solo debut, having called in Roots' drummer ?uestlove, Roni Size, noted producer Dan "The Automator" Nakamura and DJs Shadow and Premier. Epic Records has yet to set a release date for the album and no title is known just yet.
Calls to Epic regarding the Rage/Cornell collaboration were not returned at press time.
GREG HELLER
(May 18, 2001)
Rage, Cornell Working Again
Rick Rubin overseeing new collaboration
Following months of speculation, rumors and hearsay, ex-Soundgarden frontman Chris Cornell is again working with the remaining three members of Rage Against the Machine.
Rage guitarist Tom Morello, bassist Tim Commerford and drummer Brad Wilk are currently in Los Angeles in pre-production for an album with Cornell at the microphone and heavily bearded producer Rick Rubin behind the boards. The foursome have reportedly penned upwards of twenty songs.
The quartet will not be calling themselves Rage Against the Machine, but they have yet to settle on a formal moniker. Legal complications -- Rage and Cornell are currently signed to different labels (Epic and A&M, respectively) -- will obviously have to be ironed out before any official release dates can be issued.
Rage have been sans frontman since singer Zack De La Rocha left the band last October. Not long after, rumors circulated that Cornell had been jamming with the remaining band members, rumors Rage confirmed at February's Grammy Awards. "[Cornell is] one of the greatest singers and songwriters in rock history, and jamming with him was off the hook," Morello said at the time. "We were just making up new, exciting rock . . . the music that we made in the couple of days that we jammed together was really groundbreaking and fantastic, and was so exciting."
De La Rocha meanwhile is hard at work on what will be his solo debut, having called in Roots' drummer ?uestlove, Roni Size, noted producer Dan "The Automator" Nakamura and DJs Shadow and Premier. Epic Records has yet to set a release date for the album and no title is known just yet.
Calls to Epic regarding the Rage/Cornell collaboration were not returned at press time.
GREG HELLER
(May 18, 2001)
*RPG ON THE CLASS=SECOND PART*
KAREN: yeah, i know, but, really, i don't want to be an angel.......i want some action...and a meaningless ANIMAL SEX.......can i have this too??????PLEASE, SAY THAT I CAN, YES, YES, YES!!!!!!!
KAIUS: more or less......in this life, you won't have sex as you think you will....but you'll feel very very good.........
KAREN: but, is like sex?????cause if it is, ans if is more than this, i have no doubts anymore......
KAIUS: oh yeah....it's better than sex....the rebelion.......the rage........the instincts, the animal instincts.......the macculated Cain's blood running in your veins........yeah you will like this........you will like the VAMPIRE'S LIFE!!! (and now Kaius bites you)
KAREN: OH YEAH!Rebellion!!!!!!Freedom!!!!!!!!!I'm feeling so different........so......hum........i don't know, satisfacted........WOW......
*you was feeling good, but the light was going out.......and going out.......and it's gone.......you saw a light at the end of the shinning tunnel, but you couldn't reach it....a acid smell invaded you nose, a liquid fire taste touched your tongue......you feel scared......you're so scared but you're liking.......it's horrible, but you can't stop......you open you eyes.....your mater is in fron of you........you're down on your knees......with his pulse between of youer big teeth.....you're a vampire now......*
KAIUS: welcome, my child.....welcome DARK......do you have fear of the dark???????i hope no........haha....you're a night child now........MY night child.......hahaha....
KAREN: no i don't have fear of the dark.......i love the dark......and you will be my master and i will obey you....i'm free now........free of all things that scared me......i'm immortal.....i'm above humans.......THIS IS GREAT!.......hehehehehe.......
KAIUS: good, child.....you was a BRUJAH before be one......but now, i need to teach you a few things about who you are now.......but, what's you name????
KAREN: my name is Karen......
This will continue some day!!!! ;)
Kisses
KAREN: yeah, i know, but, really, i don't want to be an angel.......i want some action...and a meaningless ANIMAL SEX.......can i have this too??????PLEASE, SAY THAT I CAN, YES, YES, YES!!!!!!!
KAIUS: more or less......in this life, you won't have sex as you think you will....but you'll feel very very good.........
KAREN: but, is like sex?????cause if it is, ans if is more than this, i have no doubts anymore......
KAIUS: oh yeah....it's better than sex....the rebelion.......the rage........the instincts, the animal instincts.......the macculated Cain's blood running in your veins........yeah you will like this........you will like the VAMPIRE'S LIFE!!! (and now Kaius bites you)
KAREN: OH YEAH!Rebellion!!!!!!Freedom!!!!!!!!!I'm feeling so different........so......hum........i don't know, satisfacted........WOW......
*you was feeling good, but the light was going out.......and going out.......and it's gone.......you saw a light at the end of the shinning tunnel, but you couldn't reach it....a acid smell invaded you nose, a liquid fire taste touched your tongue......you feel scared......you're so scared but you're liking.......it's horrible, but you can't stop......you open you eyes.....your mater is in fron of you........you're down on your knees......with his pulse between of youer big teeth.....you're a vampire now......*
KAIUS: welcome, my child.....welcome DARK......do you have fear of the dark???????i hope no........haha....you're a night child now........MY night child.......hahaha....
KAREN: no i don't have fear of the dark.......i love the dark......and you will be my master and i will obey you....i'm free now........free of all things that scared me......i'm immortal.....i'm above humans.......THIS IS GREAT!.......hehehehehe.......
KAIUS: good, child.....you was a BRUJAH before be one......but now, i need to teach you a few things about who you are now.......but, what's you name????
KAREN: my name is Karen......
This will continue some day!!!! ;)
Kisses
quarta-feira, maio 16, 2001
*RPG ON THE CLASS*
ANA:I hate wednesdays........my mind just flows away......i cannot concentrate myself on this stupid class......it's like coming and passing through my ears and don't fix in my brain.....damn it.....i wanted to concentrate more and pay more attention on this fucking class.these people talking and i'm far from here..i don't even know where i am......i really don't.......i look to the people and it's like, everybody's here but their minds don't belong to this place.........i don't belong to this place.....i don't know where i belong....this fucking cold makes me feel down, sad and lonely...........my brain doesn't work........i'm paying attention on my pen......LOL!!!!!!!.......and thinking of what happened yesterday.........i must stop thinking......i hate judgemental people, but i am being judgemental.........with myself.........i'm freaking.....this fucking class it's not interesting at all.......this is terrible.....i want to sleep..........i want to dissapear.........i want to run away.........
MARIO: "And this fucking class and this fucking hour doesn't pass...."
ANA:INDEED!!!!!
i'm hungry, i'm starving.......i'm losing my mind......nothing is fine.......no i'm not sad (just a little bit).but this class has no sense at last to me........
AT THIS PART OF THE CLASS MARIO AND ANA STARTS TO PLAY RPG:
KAIUS:PLEASE!!! make this fucking gay teacher (this is not s prejudice!) shut her fucking mouth up!!!!DEAD HER!!!!MURDER!!!DEMOLITON!!!!!!REVOLUTION!!!!!!!!!POCKER!!!!!!!!!!!CHESS!!!!!!!!!CUME!!!!!!!!!!
KAREN:YEAH!!!!!YEAH!!!!!YEAH!!!!!!!!LET'S GO TO THE REVOLUTION!!!!!!!!!!!!!
KAIUS:So let's turn off the lights!!!!Do you remember????"when the lights out it's less dangerous.........here we are now....."....who will entertain us????this hell teacher????Die!!!!!!!!Come on BRUJAH!!!!!!!
KAREN:LOLLOLLOLLOLLOLLOLLOL!!!!!!!!!!!!!c'mon, let's kill the teacher...... "we don't need no education..........we don't need no force control...."
KAIUS:yeah!!!!!!!! you understood that!!!!!!!!!!you've got the spirit.......you know, i'm a BRUJAH........that's why i said that,about demolition, chess and cume......we, the BRUJAH, are so rebels, so revolutionaries that we lst ourselves in our own rebelion.....LOL (as you say.........)
KAREN:LMFAO!!!!!!!!!can i be a BRUJAH too???I AM A REVOLUTIONAY!!!!!!!1hehehehe ;)..........yeah but turn the lights off it's for kill the teacher and do something more.......heheheheheh ;)
KAIUS:yeah, you can, my child.....just gimme your neck.......c'mon...you'll like it....you will like it so much.....you will cume with this and i will to and i will give you the ETERNAL GIFT!!!!(nad my charactor bites you!)
KAREN;YEAH.....YEAH...MORE..........DON'T STOP...........MORE, MORE, MORE, AAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
KAIUS: don't play with this.......a non-life isn't a kidding!!!!!!!!it's not a roses' sea......but be a BRUJAH is very cool, babe..............it's like freedom..a starving fredom for action, rebel and........for BLOOD!!!!!!
KAREN:but i like blood.....did you forget that i am 'the revolutionary one'????????c'mon, bring freedom to me!!!I WANT!!!!!!!!!.......will you satisfy me?????
KAIUS: the choice is yours........will you choose that????......will you choose the "Eternal Life"???????.........is it familiar to you????.....
KAREN:yeah it's familiar........ "well i got a message for you and your twisted hell
you better turn around and blow you kiss goodbye
to life eternal, ANGEEEEEEEEEEEEELLLLLLLLL YEAH!!!!!!!".........Eternal Life..............hummm tempting...........Yeah, cool!!!!.........
KAIUS: it's familiar, but not so cool.....and in our eternal life you won't be an aaaaaaaaaaaaangel!!!!!.......hehehehehehehehehe............
more in the next chapter ;)
kisses
ANA:I hate wednesdays........my mind just flows away......i cannot concentrate myself on this stupid class......it's like coming and passing through my ears and don't fix in my brain.....damn it.....i wanted to concentrate more and pay more attention on this fucking class.these people talking and i'm far from here..i don't even know where i am......i really don't.......i look to the people and it's like, everybody's here but their minds don't belong to this place.........i don't belong to this place.....i don't know where i belong....this fucking cold makes me feel down, sad and lonely...........my brain doesn't work........i'm paying attention on my pen......LOL!!!!!!!.......and thinking of what happened yesterday.........i must stop thinking......i hate judgemental people, but i am being judgemental.........with myself.........i'm freaking.....this fucking class it's not interesting at all.......this is terrible.....i want to sleep..........i want to dissapear.........i want to run away.........
MARIO: "And this fucking class and this fucking hour doesn't pass...."
ANA:INDEED!!!!!
i'm hungry, i'm starving.......i'm losing my mind......nothing is fine.......no i'm not sad (just a little bit).but this class has no sense at last to me........
AT THIS PART OF THE CLASS MARIO AND ANA STARTS TO PLAY RPG:
KAIUS:PLEASE!!! make this fucking gay teacher (this is not s prejudice!) shut her fucking mouth up!!!!DEAD HER!!!!MURDER!!!DEMOLITON!!!!!!REVOLUTION!!!!!!!!!POCKER!!!!!!!!!!!CHESS!!!!!!!!!CUME!!!!!!!!!!
KAREN:YEAH!!!!!YEAH!!!!!YEAH!!!!!!!!LET'S GO TO THE REVOLUTION!!!!!!!!!!!!!
KAIUS:So let's turn off the lights!!!!Do you remember????"when the lights out it's less dangerous.........here we are now....."....who will entertain us????this hell teacher????Die!!!!!!!!Come on BRUJAH!!!!!!!
KAREN:LOLLOLLOLLOLLOLLOLLOL!!!!!!!!!!!!!c'mon, let's kill the teacher...... "we don't need no education..........we don't need no force control...."
KAIUS:yeah!!!!!!!! you understood that!!!!!!!!!!you've got the spirit.......you know, i'm a BRUJAH........that's why i said that,about demolition, chess and cume......we, the BRUJAH, are so rebels, so revolutionaries that we lst ourselves in our own rebelion.....LOL (as you say.........)
KAREN:LMFAO!!!!!!!!!can i be a BRUJAH too???I AM A REVOLUTIONAY!!!!!!!1hehehehe ;)..........yeah but turn the lights off it's for kill the teacher and do something more.......heheheheheh ;)
KAIUS:yeah, you can, my child.....just gimme your neck.......c'mon...you'll like it....you will like it so much.....you will cume with this and i will to and i will give you the ETERNAL GIFT!!!!(nad my charactor bites you!)
KAREN;YEAH.....YEAH...MORE..........DON'T STOP...........MORE, MORE, MORE, AAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
KAIUS: don't play with this.......a non-life isn't a kidding!!!!!!!!it's not a roses' sea......but be a BRUJAH is very cool, babe..............it's like freedom..a starving fredom for action, rebel and........for BLOOD!!!!!!
KAREN:but i like blood.....did you forget that i am 'the revolutionary one'????????c'mon, bring freedom to me!!!I WANT!!!!!!!!!.......will you satisfy me?????
KAIUS: the choice is yours........will you choose that????......will you choose the "Eternal Life"???????.........is it familiar to you????.....
KAREN:yeah it's familiar........ "well i got a message for you and your twisted hell
you better turn around and blow you kiss goodbye
to life eternal, ANGEEEEEEEEEEEEELLLLLLLLL YEAH!!!!!!!".........Eternal Life..............hummm tempting...........Yeah, cool!!!!.........
KAIUS: it's familiar, but not so cool.....and in our eternal life you won't be an aaaaaaaaaaaaangel!!!!!.......hehehehehehehehehe............
more in the next chapter ;)
kisses
domingo, maio 13, 2001
ELEVEN
Strands Of Rain
Sunday mourning, cold as fingers
Old man rocks alone
Dreamy water, cricket silence
Boys on stepping stones
Sky is howling, broken window
Only strands of rain
Eyes are closing, light is waiting
Only strands of rain
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Beijos
Strands Of Rain
Sunday mourning, cold as fingers
Old man rocks alone
Dreamy water, cricket silence
Boys on stepping stones
Sky is howling, broken window
Only strands of rain
Eyes are closing, light is waiting
Only strands of rain
Meu findi foi assim.....queria ter alguém pra abraçar hj :((((
Beijos
sábado, maio 12, 2001
terça-feira, maio 08, 2001
was a bad day.....i'm kinda depressive.....and when i'm depressive i write/talk in english.......and that's sooooo bad.......you know this eletronic diary works sometimes......i have no freaking idea of whom is reading that......you know, i told the story of my life to very close friend today......actually, i told him everything to him on sunday.....it wasn't a sunny day, but, anyway!......so i kinda open the wounds......i was with scars, but they were there.....it wasn't hurting.....i know that i have these fucking problems.......and now i'm feeling it.......and he said that i need to be loved.......but who will want me?????.......the guy i want probably hates me......he's a friend but i know that he loves another girl.......people can tell me "go for it......try to take him.....to make him loves you"......but i can't......i just can't......I'M TOO SHY!!!!!!........i'm shy of me.....i'm shy because i think i'm ugly.....i'm shy because i'm stupid......i know that i shouldn't be like this......BUT I AM!!!!!!!......sorry about this depresive way i tturned this........
i will write a song that i played two times on mt guitar today.....play my guitar makes me smile :)
ETERNAL LIFE
(Jeff Buckley)
eternal life is now on my trail
got my red glitter coffin man
just need one last nail
while all these ugly gentlemen play all their foolish game
there's a flaming red horizon that screams our names
and as your fantasies are broken in two
did you really think this bloody road will pave the way for you
you better turn aroun and blow you kiss hello
to lige eternal angel
racist everyman what have you done?
man you made a killer of your unbourn son
crown my fear your king at the point of a gun
all i want to do is love everyone
and as you fantasies are broken in two
did you really think this bloody road will pave the way for you
you better turn around and blow you kiss hello
to life eternal.......oooooooohhhhhh......yeah.....
there's no time for hatred, only questions
what is love?where is happiness?what is life?where is peace???
when will i find the strenght to bring me release
tell me where is the love in what your prophet had said
man it sounds to me just like a prision for the walking dead
well i got a message for you and your twisted hell
you better turn around and blow you kiss goodbye
to life eternal, ANGEEEEEEEEEEEEELLLLLLLLL YEAH!!!!!!!
ANGEL......OOOOOHHHHH
OOOOOOOOOOOOOOAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
AAAAAAAAAAAANGEL!!!!!!!!!!!!!
p.s.:i love this final part!!!!!........if you could, just .listen to this music and to this man, HE IS AWESOME!!!!!! :))))))
KISSES
i will write a song that i played two times on mt guitar today.....play my guitar makes me smile :)
ETERNAL LIFE
(Jeff Buckley)
eternal life is now on my trail
got my red glitter coffin man
just need one last nail
while all these ugly gentlemen play all their foolish game
there's a flaming red horizon that screams our names
and as your fantasies are broken in two
did you really think this bloody road will pave the way for you
you better turn aroun and blow you kiss hello
to lige eternal angel
racist everyman what have you done?
man you made a killer of your unbourn son
crown my fear your king at the point of a gun
all i want to do is love everyone
and as you fantasies are broken in two
did you really think this bloody road will pave the way for you
you better turn around and blow you kiss hello
to life eternal.......oooooooohhhhhh......yeah.....
there's no time for hatred, only questions
what is love?where is happiness?what is life?where is peace???
when will i find the strenght to bring me release
tell me where is the love in what your prophet had said
man it sounds to me just like a prision for the walking dead
well i got a message for you and your twisted hell
you better turn around and blow you kiss goodbye
to life eternal, ANGEEEEEEEEEEEEELLLLLLLLL YEAH!!!!!!!
ANGEL......OOOOOHHHHH
OOOOOOOOOOOOOOAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
AAAAAAAAAAAANGEL!!!!!!!!!!!!!
p.s.:i love this final part!!!!!........if you could, just .listen to this music and to this man, HE IS AWESOME!!!!!! :))))))
KISSES
segunda-feira, maio 07, 2001
Ela levantou cedo, olhou para as mãos e olhou para o teto do quarto, pensando repetitivamente: "Mais um dia"
Mais um dia em que ela se levantava, se trocava, escovava os dentes e se olhava no espelho.....as olheiras cresciam.....pensava no que tinha que decorrer pelo dia.......sair de casa, pegar o ônibus, não esquecer do trabalho que tinha deixado em cima da mesa.......
Pensava que tudo aquilo era uma prisão, mas não tinha como se safar do destino.....não tinha coragem de mudar a sua vida....mas também, o q ela mudaria????.....sua condição financeira?????.....em que sentido????????.....nunca trabalhou, sempre foi sustentada pelos pais.....odiava profundamente aquela condição medonha!!!!!
Ainda estava escuro quando saiu.....pegou o ônibus com aquele infeliz cobrador que insistia em olhá´-la...."IDIOTA"......"SERÁ QUE ELE NÃO SE ENXERGA?????"
O trânsito estava bom, no walkman auela música que a fez parar e prestar atenção dentro do ônibus.....caras desconhecidas, provavelmente nunca mais as veria novamente...."Que droga"....ainda tinha que pegar outro ônibus......
Aquele ônibus lotado, aquela mistura de cheiros, cores e línguas que a dispersavam.....hoje, ela queria pensar nele, e na noite que passou sonhando em tê-lo ao seu lado....o que será que ele tinha feito???.....como tinha dormido?????.......será que ele transou com aquela vagabunda hoje???????.....a inveja a corroía........via que aqueles pensamentos não eram dela.....sempre jurou para si mesma que apesar de todos os contras, queria que ele fosse feliz.....será que ele era feliz?????....como é que ela poderia imaginar?????.....não era telepata....bem que queria ser....mas será que isso a faria mais deprimida do que já estava????...nunca se sabe.....
Chegou, e olhou para fora do ônibus, um sol lindo....Foi quando se deu conta de que o ouvia....de que ele queria dizer algo...."All your graces someday will flower, in the sweet sunshower"....quis chrorar mas não conseguiu.....ao contrário, seus laábios esboçaram um sorriso....ela tentava ser agradável a todos, mas no fundo, seu coração estava trancafiado, com um cadeado enferrujado e poeirento, com a chave np fundo do seu inconsciente.....tinha medo de amar....rtinha medo de sofrer mais uma vez......medo de se calejar e se sentir não humana.......
Ela era humana e tunha sentimentos.....podia ser que sua aparencia não dissese, mas sua mente girava a mil...
Queria fugir, mas sorria na hora do almoço, fingindo que tudo era simples....no fundo tudo era simples, mas ela tinha tornado tudo tão complicado, que parecia que os problemas intermináveis não tinham solução....que droga, a tarde tinha que ouvir aquele homem falando, falando, falando, achando-se seguro nos seus conceitos, e ela pensava como e porque aquilo irira mudar e acrescentar algo na sua vida....tudo era um saco.....
Olhou para as mãos novamente.....elas estavam trêmulas.....sentiu frio e medo.....o que ía fazer???......se atolar naquele mundo de fanatsia onde tudo era perfeito e o seu sofrimento era curado por apebas uma imaginação.......
Não, se sentia cansada.......ía chegar em casa tomar um banho, jantar e cair na cama....aí, lembrava-se da internet.....suas chances remotas de um mundo idealizado.......se deprimiu profundamente......
Deprimida, desesperada, chegou em casa e tomar banho....queria lavar aquele desespero, tirar todo o sofrimento.....via a água escorrer por suas mãos e pernas e não tinha forças para se mexer......asentia a água escorrendo pelo seu nariz, como se fossm as lágimas que não conseguiu chorar......
Jantou e foi para o quarto...se trancou.......ali era o seu refúgio, ali se sentia bem, se sentia amada....
Seu maior problema era quando trazia todo o seu desespero ali dentro.....a janela tinha grades....queriaa fugir.....queria, pensava......"he was ok, but wondering, about wondering....".....não, queria ser livre!!!!.....pensava em ser livremas como????.....uma grande viagem, onde pudesse encontrar o significado para tudo o que sentia.........e sentia......e não sabia porque , mas aquilo doía.....sentia todo o peso do mundo em suas costas....."follow me down into a swan dive, all eyes close tightly"....sentia-se num lago gelado e fundo.....se corpo queimava e de repente, tremia.......
Queria mudar a sua vida, queria ser feliz......percebeu que era fraca.......deitou, rezou ("save my love for the lasting one") e dormiu, pensando na sua vida, percebendo que nada tinha fim.
This is for you, my little angel........you know wo you are :)
Love you
Mais um dia em que ela se levantava, se trocava, escovava os dentes e se olhava no espelho.....as olheiras cresciam.....pensava no que tinha que decorrer pelo dia.......sair de casa, pegar o ônibus, não esquecer do trabalho que tinha deixado em cima da mesa.......
Pensava que tudo aquilo era uma prisão, mas não tinha como se safar do destino.....não tinha coragem de mudar a sua vida....mas também, o q ela mudaria????.....sua condição financeira?????.....em que sentido????????.....nunca trabalhou, sempre foi sustentada pelos pais.....odiava profundamente aquela condição medonha!!!!!
Ainda estava escuro quando saiu.....pegou o ônibus com aquele infeliz cobrador que insistia em olhá´-la...."IDIOTA"......"SERÁ QUE ELE NÃO SE ENXERGA?????"
O trânsito estava bom, no walkman auela música que a fez parar e prestar atenção dentro do ônibus.....caras desconhecidas, provavelmente nunca mais as veria novamente...."Que droga"....ainda tinha que pegar outro ônibus......
Aquele ônibus lotado, aquela mistura de cheiros, cores e línguas que a dispersavam.....hoje, ela queria pensar nele, e na noite que passou sonhando em tê-lo ao seu lado....o que será que ele tinha feito???.....como tinha dormido?????.......será que ele transou com aquela vagabunda hoje???????.....a inveja a corroía........via que aqueles pensamentos não eram dela.....sempre jurou para si mesma que apesar de todos os contras, queria que ele fosse feliz.....será que ele era feliz?????....como é que ela poderia imaginar?????.....não era telepata....bem que queria ser....mas será que isso a faria mais deprimida do que já estava????...nunca se sabe.....
Chegou, e olhou para fora do ônibus, um sol lindo....Foi quando se deu conta de que o ouvia....de que ele queria dizer algo...."All your graces someday will flower, in the sweet sunshower"....quis chrorar mas não conseguiu.....ao contrário, seus laábios esboçaram um sorriso....ela tentava ser agradável a todos, mas no fundo, seu coração estava trancafiado, com um cadeado enferrujado e poeirento, com a chave np fundo do seu inconsciente.....tinha medo de amar....rtinha medo de sofrer mais uma vez......medo de se calejar e se sentir não humana.......
Ela era humana e tunha sentimentos.....podia ser que sua aparencia não dissese, mas sua mente girava a mil...
Queria fugir, mas sorria na hora do almoço, fingindo que tudo era simples....no fundo tudo era simples, mas ela tinha tornado tudo tão complicado, que parecia que os problemas intermináveis não tinham solução....que droga, a tarde tinha que ouvir aquele homem falando, falando, falando, achando-se seguro nos seus conceitos, e ela pensava como e porque aquilo irira mudar e acrescentar algo na sua vida....tudo era um saco.....
Olhou para as mãos novamente.....elas estavam trêmulas.....sentiu frio e medo.....o que ía fazer???......se atolar naquele mundo de fanatsia onde tudo era perfeito e o seu sofrimento era curado por apebas uma imaginação.......
Não, se sentia cansada.......ía chegar em casa tomar um banho, jantar e cair na cama....aí, lembrava-se da internet.....suas chances remotas de um mundo idealizado.......se deprimiu profundamente......
Deprimida, desesperada, chegou em casa e tomar banho....queria lavar aquele desespero, tirar todo o sofrimento.....via a água escorrer por suas mãos e pernas e não tinha forças para se mexer......asentia a água escorrendo pelo seu nariz, como se fossm as lágimas que não conseguiu chorar......
Jantou e foi para o quarto...se trancou.......ali era o seu refúgio, ali se sentia bem, se sentia amada....
Seu maior problema era quando trazia todo o seu desespero ali dentro.....a janela tinha grades....queriaa fugir.....queria, pensava......"he was ok, but wondering, about wondering....".....não, queria ser livre!!!!.....pensava em ser livremas como????.....uma grande viagem, onde pudesse encontrar o significado para tudo o que sentia.........e sentia......e não sabia porque , mas aquilo doía.....sentia todo o peso do mundo em suas costas....."follow me down into a swan dive, all eyes close tightly"....sentia-se num lago gelado e fundo.....se corpo queimava e de repente, tremia.......
Queria mudar a sua vida, queria ser feliz......percebeu que era fraca.......deitou, rezou ("save my love for the lasting one") e dormiu, pensando na sua vida, percebendo que nada tinha fim.
This is for you, my little angel........you know wo you are :)
Love you
sábado, maio 05, 2001
wooooooohooooooooo!!!!!!!!!!!! meu primeiro site!!!!!!!!!!!
Obrigadão Irapa!!!!!!!!! :))))
Poxa nem sei o que escrever.....com o tempo eu me acostumo com isso!!!!!!!!
MÃAAAAAAAEEEEEEEEEE PAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAEEEEEEEEE TÔ NA INTERNET!!!!!!!!!!
WOOOOOOHOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!! :)
Tenho certeza que vou fazer isso algo interessante de se ler
beijos
Obrigadão Irapa!!!!!!!!! :))))
Poxa nem sei o que escrever.....com o tempo eu me acostumo com isso!!!!!!!!
MÃAAAAAAAEEEEEEEEEE PAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAEEEEEEEEE TÔ NA INTERNET!!!!!!!!!!
WOOOOOOHOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!! :)
Tenho certeza que vou fazer isso algo interessante de se ler
beijos
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